This friend means so much to me... But I'm sure she dislikes me now as well... I want to talk to get so badly but I cannot 低头... Because of chi prelim, she's now sitting behind me. I feel weird... Aiyah but she wouldn't even look at me now. She's got hazel on her left, mad on her right and joyi behind her. Why would she even be bothered abt me... Sigh... I'm not regretting my decision. If given a chance, I would still do the same because I know that I'm not wrong... It's just that this friendship is so 可惜. 就这样完了. My nanny is asking me to bring my friends back home to eat agn and I got reminded of last year. She and Jamie came. Oh well. It has become a memory. I know I may seem to be unable to live without her here but I'm not. I just dunno what to do. Why is it that I'm losing my friends even though I knew I didn't do anything wrong. I guess this is what puts the friendship to a test. If we are fated to be friends, we will be. Anyway, she's my closest friend in the group. The reason why I left the group was because of her tweets... She said that she was angry cos I couldn't let go of the anger... So this is what she thinks of me... I'm rly disappointed... I knew that she went to consult her friends and so did I. My friends tell me to talk to her but I don't have th courage to do so.